This sounds exactly where I have spent the last few days. The weather certainly seems to be somewhere near the equator (hot and moist) and we have had the occasional storm flare ups with winds shifting from every direction (both literally and figuratively), but it is the condition of inactivity, listlessness, stagnation and despondency that has confirmed my position. I am indeed in "The Doldrums".
I have been trying very hard to keep my head above the surface of the water. I have been getting up in the mornings and going about my routine. (dishes, meals and laundry). I have not been motivated to do housework, but I have been stamping and colouring and making a few cards. Over the past couple of days, I have been outside to check on the status of my veggie garden and have brought in two cucumbers so far, that my Sweetie and I have made into cucumber sandwiches. Yum.
Birthday card for my granddaughter |
You've had an emotional week with a wedding and then getting hit with the news about your mom's fall and now having to deal with the emotional response from your sister. So it's perfectly understandable that you feel drained and not wanting to do much. Take care of yourself and if it means spending several days doing something that brings you joy and peace (crafting) so be it. At least you're doing something productive. I'd be reading blogs, eating bonbons and watching bad TV shows.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry that your mom's state is deteriorating. It's a very hard thing to deal with. Do you still think that she'll be able to be reunited with her husband?
Oh hey, they mispelled my name on that stamp :) I looked just like that when I was little... blond piggytails. Nowadays I insist that I'm a blonde and my kids and Greg howl with laughter because my hair has been a mousy brown for years... well, ever since they can remember.
((HUGS)). Get some mental rest, the chores are always endless anyway so who cares if you skip a few days?
Yes, I guess I am taking a mental health holiday. I am using the focus of crafting to keep my mind occupied and I am rejuvenating my spirit, which does feel trampled on this week. I told my Sweetie yesterday that I am glad for a hobby like card-making. The results are tangible.
ReplyDeleteA friend of mine yesterday reminded me that the pain killers they have her on is compounding the confusion she already is feeling. Once the pain meds are sorted out, she may regain some of her "self". And no, I don't think she will be together in the same room as her husband....hopefully, the same nursing home. She doesn't recognize him some of the time and only causes her more distress.